monday madness

It’s only a week before my birthday. And I am not happy about it.—

My friend told me that it’s only work and I just need one hell of a rest. I said it’s not all about work. It’s not the 9hours office confinement but the everyday challenge of waking up. It’s not about uncaring bosses but the indifferent environment. It’s not the the-pay-is-not-rewarding kind of crap but the what-good-will-it-make-to-my-budding-career type of emo.

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I need to declutter my life. And I need to do it a friggin week. I will start by deleting my accounts with online social community like Friendster and Facebook. But I will be saving the testimonials because re-reading what good things people said about me is worth keeping. It also helps to know that somehow some time in this fcukin life of mine I did something right and I have driven home inspiration to others too.

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Melai and I are planning to go bus tripping this weekend. I suggested Baguio because I haven’t been there.

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I realized that one of my girl officemates is pretty. OHMYGAWDNESS! Am having a crush on her.

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My eye operation went well last Thursday. Sad part is, Wits was confined ( yes, t’was dengue ) the same day, few hours after my operation. I was with him all the time, from the time he was admitted to the time he was discharge. I took care of all the papers and stuff and the hassle and the emotional burden. You may want to ask, “but where’s his family?”. My mom asked me the same question too. I just said, “Good question”. More stories about the four-day hospital confinement on next post.

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I wasn’t able to update my other blog, Happies, because I was offline for four days.

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I want to watch House M.D. or Grey’s Anatomy. Or Heroes season 2. Or Prison Break. Or Supernatural. Or anything as long as it will keep my mind occupied. I want to watch Zohan, anyone?

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I am not happy.

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Til next post.