I am having weird physical uneasiness lately. I put the blame on the pressure that am experiencing at work. The thing is, the more pressure they put and the more anxious I get, the lesser I accomplish. Really, the past days? I was like so panicky and all. I mean, of course it’ll be all new and scary and challenging and pressure and all. But thing is, I don’t get this certain x amount of support. Or something. I don’t know.Someone asked me if I still like to code or something. I said, yes? There is still this feeling of satisfaction and fulfillment for every problem solved. And then he went, ‘But what would you rather do?’. I said, I still don’t know?
I forgot to tell the world, as if it’s something the world should know, I have a new phone, not because I am earning well with my current job (because am not, so yung mga nagpapalibre dyan, libre nyo your face lol) but because my old phone badly needs replacement. The phone? It’s cute.
And one more thing, I went to an opthalmologist last Tuesday. I have three cysts on my left eyelid. Grand. It’s causing too much discomfort now. It’s hurting every morning I wake up. And it feels like I always have puwing or something. I’ll be needing a minor operation. Minor. But still it scares the hell of me. No schedule yet because my pocket is not yet prepared. Maybe next week, or the week after that.
I go now. Til next post. 
