Meredith Grey asked her patient who swallowed ten Barbie doll heads after removing the heads from his intestines (Season 2 Episode 2, Grey's Anatomy), "How are you feeling?". The guy answered, "Empty."
I feel empty. Whatever it is that causes this emptiness, I just can't discuss it for now. Maybe after some time, when I find courage to be honest with the questions I have to answer.
On the lighter part, the film that I have been busy doing the past two months is finally done. It was showed last Saturday during our anniversary program at the Marikina Theater. Awww. If you could just see the crowd! You'd be as awed as I was! It felt that all the hardships were all paid off well. And I am so humbled that I am the pioneering director of the Rizal Artist Club, and our cast and crew are the pioneering members. Yey! Woot woot! 
Here are some pictures I would like to share, woot woot..
The poster
The cast and crew
The production manager (Marlon), the director (me), and the camera guy (Ryan).
The production designer (Pros) and Cai.
The editor (Key) and Cai.
Happy tots at McDo Marcos highway, around 1am.
Slurpee break at 7-11 Taytay, around 11pm. Don't look at the eyebags.
Signature laugh, Cai and Ryan.
The scriptwriter (Jessica) and me. We look like the same age. hehe..
My red-eye reduction formula.. Slurpee + Shades + Laptop
Awww, I am missing the whole staff! I miss the shooting, the laughter, the jokes, I mean.. yeah, I miss everything. Anyway, we will be having a get-away one of these days of November. I can't wait for it.
And oh by the way, my Pink Urinal will be turning one year here in I.PH on November 10.. woot woot! Care to drop your presents? Anyone? Hehe.. yey! Phbbbt!
P.S. Carey, will do the meme next time.
P.S.S. Thanks guys for dropping/visiting Pink Urinal during its three-week-long blog silence. Those who recently dropped comments, thanks a lot!
Yehey! Congrats sa isang successful short film! Balang araw ay makakagawa ka pa ng mas maraming films. At siyempre wag isasantabi ang paglikha ng isang nobela. Ahehe. Goodluck lagi!
hey! how u doin? im sorry for not dropping by here and for not visiting here long time. 
seems like u had fun doing the stuff on the film u presented. love the pics! congrats too!
oh, my blog just got one year.hehe! and yours is soon. keep on writing. take care cai. mwahugs.
Posted by ychel at November 2, 2007, 4:42 amgaling mo Cai, worth it ang hindi mo pagbablag, pero dapat gawin mo na lang updeyt mo ng konti yung ginagawa mong production para di ka rin namimiss ng mga blogmates mo at the same time nakikita namin kung gaano ka katalento
I have a friend who’s doing documentary film naman..and he really want to develop the skills, gusto nya daw maging next Lino Brocka lol!
Posted by manilenya at November 2, 2007, 7:31 amhi Cai, no probs sa meme…. just take your time.
Ang cute cute mo sa pics! am so proud of you! *hugs*
speaking of blogsy changes, i will be having a new personal blog soon.
Posted by carey at November 3, 2007, 12:01 pmgreat!isa kang henyo cai,you have the talent just develope the skills im pretty sure you can make it..
gud luck and god bless!
Well you know what they say, These are the fruits of our labor.
I’m glad your film was a success. Yes naman, DIRECTED BY ERICA MAE ABBASS. Woot woot. :>
Posted by Romina at November 3, 2007, 12:28 pmhaha congrats! big time ka na!!!
Posted by Gian Paolo at November 3, 2007, 1:58 pmCongratulations!
for the success of your show
and for the coming anniv of this blog.
wow galing ni cai-sis!
how r u na> mis yah!
balik-blogging na ako hehe..may Internet na kami..kaso dial-up pa lang, hehe..:D
Posted by des-sis at November 4, 2007, 7:59 amAng cute ng mga pics mo! Hehehe :] Mwah :* i missed you talaga:p eh kase naman naadik ako sa multiply. meron kb non? 
Hehehe sana makagawa ka na ulit.
Pero unahin muna natin yung launching short movie ko nyok 
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Hey Cai! Congrats on the project! All worth it ba? Sana makita namin…
Pa send ng link sa Youtube.>
Posted by Eli at November 1, 2007, 10:07 pm