... and have not committed suicide yet.
Besides the fact that the past week has taken me emotionally drained, I have been also busy with my internship. T'was not what I have expected.. but it's fun. At least I still get to be with my boyps everyday, a very good way to hold my sanity from snapping away.
I'm still not OK but good thing is I feel better than worst. At least there's the improvement.
I'll be posting something you can surely relate to — so you can now stop guessing what this fffkng depression is all about — soon, when the time permits me.
So I got to go because I am just stealing some precious time of work. Bye for now.. And thanks for all the support and concern.
Hear from me soon, maybe tonight or the next morning.
Aja! Aja! Fighting!
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Btw, I was sick last night. T'was because of the heat-cold attack you get when you work 4hrs in an airconed room then you roast yourself out for lunch when the sun's totally up and boasting and then you go back to the office with the feeling of being pricked all over your body.
And another btw, my new motherboard (which I bought not a month ago because I bought an Intel Core Duo processor and my my old motherboard doesn't support the new processor) is now damaged. It's the memory slot. And I need a new one. I'm using now my old pc: Pentium Celeron processor, 6Gig HDD, 512MB RAM from my boyps and is not being friendly with MySql and stuff I need for web development. I'm doomed. And I'm out of dough.. But uhmm, what about some finances from George Lindenmann? Hehe.. I wonder what he does with his net worth of $1,200 million. C'mon, compute it in peso, I can go crazy.
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Tama yan i-divert na lang ang attention sa boyps and work para mawala ang stress ok? Take care, sis! 
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Yep! Tsaka sa blog na rin.. hehe.. ui ui salamat talaga sis ha..
Cai
Hello nandito na naman ako hahaha 
Sana malagpasan mo lahat ng suliranin na iyong pinagdadaanan.. laban ka lang ala manny pakyaaawwww hehehe
alam mo nung nakita ko kayo dati nina ate sasha and louis sabi ko sa sarili ko “bagay silang 2″ yun pala boyps mo na siya for two years hehehe maganda yan dahil mukhang sinusuportahan ninyo ang isa’t isa. kumuha ka ng lakas at inspirasyon sa kanya t utusan mo siya palagi (joke lang hehe)
sana napangiti kita caicai
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hindi lang napangiti, napatawa pa! hehe.. cge cge, uutusan ko lagi.. haha..joke!
salamat mica!
nako, ayoko na kay pakyaw eh.. hehe.. kasi ang yaman yaman na nya, hindi naman nya binabahagi sa sambayanang pilipino, kahit man lang sa mga boksingero ding tulad nya.. aeheehe
Cai
Posted by MICA at April 25, 2007, 11:12 pmYeah! you’re back! Kaya mo yang mga suliranin mong yan! hehe… Good thing hindi kanag commit ng suicide! 
Rock and Roll!!! lol
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OO naman.. ahehehe.. nakakasawa narin kasi magattempt eh, hindi ko rin naman kayang gawin.. tsaka maganda pa naman ang buhay.. ahehehe..
Cai
glad to know you’re here blogging again! yeyyy… waiting for your story about what happened…that is if you don’t mind sharing…
kaya pala, pati sa gmail chat, wala ka… smileeee!
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Yep.. I’ll share it with you.. Next post..
Kawawa naman tong blog ko eh.. namimiss na ko.. hehe..
Tsaka miss ko na rin kayo..
Cai
naks.. nakakuha ng oras mag blog… ey relax lang. at least you have your ever supporting boyps, at katabi mo pa! nak ng tipaklong may karapatan kang matuwa noh?! more than 50% ng kabihasnan pinapangarap yan, including ako… miss ko na hubby ko. hehehe!
basta keep it cool, stay hopeful… everything happens for a reason diba?!
kaya mo yan… 
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OO nga namn.. ahehe.. Salamat!
mabuti na lang talaga at pinagpala ako sa boypren.. kung hindi, baka kung ano na nagawa ko..
Cai
cai, nakow, wag naman suicidal. kailangan marami muna pera and mabili lahat ng gusto mong luho bago mag suicide. lolz. joke lang. masyado ka ng stress.
eat black pure chocolates and coffee, it helps you become active and happy. sana makatulong.
Gudluck sa work and lablyf ^^
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Sige sige nga, bibili ako ng black chocolates.. ahehe.. Kiber muna sa pait, chocolate naman eh.. hehe
Thanks Miztakumi.. Namiss kita.. walang tumatawag saken ng miss cai.. ahehe
Mwahugs!
Cai
mabuti naman at magaling ka na… dapat hindi pumapasok sa ung isipana ang suicide na yan..
sama ka na lang lagi kay pakner sasha sa mga lakaran hehehe…
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Onga mabuti at magaling na ko, andami ko pa namag deadlines.. ahehe..
Suicide. Etchos lang un. Minsan talaga may sa buhay ng tao kung saan kinukwestyon nya ang existence nya, lalo na kapag depress sya.. at maiisip nya bigla na ‘death is the ultimate freedom’, tas aun.. dalawa lang ang pupuntahan nun, either ituloy nyang magpakatsugi or matauhan sya na hindi nya dapat gawin un.
:)
Bait bait ni Sasha noh.. Saya din kakwentuhan.. hehe..
Salamat Kneeko!
Cai
Wow you’re back! Welcome, welcome! Musta naman internship?? Yakang-yaka mo yan!
Stay happy and sane.. hehe..
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Hi Sweet! Thanks thanks sa pagwewelcome back saken.. hehe..
Ok naman ang internship.. medyo konting adjust.. kasi I have to study pa din what they are doing there.. Aun.. hehe.. pero ok naman..
Cai
Posted by sweetperceptions at April 26, 2007, 9:22 amhalu cai!
GLAD to hear from u again…keep on moving sis. you’re indeed a strong person!
aja! AJA! hope to see u soon tsaka si sha, aalis na kami punta abroad.
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Thanks Des..
Naku, magmeet naman tayo before ka umalis.. tayo nila sasha.. hehe.. tas magpiktyur tayo ng madami.. kelan ba alis mo?
Cai
if you are too stress, try yoga! haha.. )
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Pag nakaroon siguro ako ng sobra sobrang time.. hehe.. tska kung may libreng yoga instructor..
Cai
hello cai,
magmeet tau nina sha. pwede tau sa sunken ulit. first week of may daw. supposedly this april na. pero sa tingin ko first week of may ang alis.
Posted by des at April 27, 2007, 3:32 pmtama cai, magpicture tau - marami! he he. when kau avail. ni sha? ako weekend. sunday
Posted by des at April 27, 2007, 3:35 pmHey cai. feel better BETTER soon, ok. take care
Posted by Finella at April 30, 2007, 8:34 pmhey! tagal din ako hindi naka punta dito sayo 
sorry. was kindah depressed too the past week.uhuh..problems..u know…
good to hear ur feeling better now. i hope u feel much better very soon. take care of yourself.
hello cai. kung ano man yan, kakayanin mo yan. tapos, you will look back one day and tell yourself, “aba, nakaya ko yun that means marami pa akong kakayanin”. take it from someone like me who has been through a lot…and survived.
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May suicide ka pang nalalaman jan. Roar!
Bili tayo ng 1G RAM. Para bumilis yung PC mo.
Buying Day. Hehe. Habang ginagawa ko ang comment na ito ay katabi kita. Nasa opis tayo ngayon. At titirahin mo na ang Goya mo. Pahingi ako.
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*inagawan mo nga ako ng Goya eh..Joke*
Yey! Buying day!!
Cai
Posted by Louis at April 25, 2007, 1:08 pm